Scraps

I don't always ponder on stuff that would make even a hippie give me a wedgie, instead, today i was thinking at how unfinished our human interaction pattern is which would bore a hippie (yey).
Expression of one's self is subjugated by society's view of morality, so much so, that you have to feel deaths grips before you realize just how futile it is to try and fit in. You're alone from the moment you are born, to the moment you die, might as well experience life through your spectrum and not be held down by right and wrong.
Morality is just a construct to please our current aesthetic view on life; humanity has no clear goal to guide said morality other than "live". Naturally, when you base your sole existence on life in and of itself, you fear death. What is our purpose ? Is it that simple? Live? And if so, for what? life is not the final frontier, stop being so afraid to explore; And this is just an extreme example, i fear, you might see it as a subliminal message for suicide, which i assure you, it means you are missing the point. I'm just saying that it's the reason you are so afraid to take original steps. I don't know how to put it so i make myself clear...
I guess... we have a wrong view on what bad and good are. There is no good without bad and vice-versa they are both needed. The moment you make a mistake you should not regret, you should learn from it. If you keep that in mind, making mistakes won't make you feel reticent to trying again, on the contrary, it will get you eager to try again. It would speed up the evolution processes.
This all, is not to say that rules are not necessarily a good thing, they have played and are probably still needed to play a part. If anything they help by protecting the prospect of a better life, however they can also inhibit the spurt of evolution. None of them is right and wrong, however making more solid decisions based on yourself can't not help your development.
I guess this is a product of the helplessness i feel when i see this stagnant oasis of possibilities, people focusing on such trivial matters... Don't get me wrong, it was needed so that we could learn from it, but for how long? Come on... bring it for fucks sake!