Been a while since i wrote anything 'round here, but that's cuz of smoking, i swear i got this weird theory that smoking inhibits creativity - that or my time of re-starting to smoke just overlapped with a "seasonal" crap/block; whatever it was i'm back with a revelation today.
This came whilst i was preparing to make some fries, when i was peeling the skin off a potato. I had already finished about 3 potatoes with one still in my hand about half-way and two left in the sink; And as i was peeling off the one in my hand i was thinking that one more would be enough and i don't need the other one so i had to make a choice. I chose which one, in my mind, based on how it looked, but then i thought, it wasn't nice to the other potato (i know, my morals are strong even for potatoes) so unable to make a more moral decision, i repressed that thought and continued peeling off the one potato in my hand thinking that when the time comes i'll simply think about it then( i know it sounds as if i'm thinking about shit too seriously, but really everything happened much faster, fast-firing thoughts, a process for a decision ~). So peeling off that potato, my mind flew in another direction, because i forget shit easily and i am easily distracted - finished that one off, and without thinking i chose the more "beautiful" potato, moment when i realized that its choosing wasn't coincidental. I had already made my decision so when that thought was unaltered by any outside factor, the true choice came first, the one that i wanted, but that i repressed based on morals ( morals are just guidelines in case i haven't said that before, but the ones i have yet to test/experience on my own, i just take for granted - this is a known fact in psychology however i am too lazy to provide a source).
My point in all this is, it's ok to dislike black people, if you have some valid reason ( they aren't beautiful still goes as valid), it's not discrimination, it's simply a choice you make, and you shouldn't mask that because it's "discriminating". You shouldn't however dislike black people because your pop/society/entourage instilled that notion into you, for example, because that is just sheepishly following something that you might not believe in, it's not true. It is also not necessarily ok to publicly make your choice known every single time you are near a black person ( I feel like i should clarify, that i chose black people as an example, simply because they are one of the more poignant subject up for discrimination), because it is natural to make sacrifices for a the better interaction of all of us. You should always aim for the median of things, yin and yang ~.
Anyway i have nothing against blacks, probably because i live in a country where i had no chance to interact with them, however i do have a qualm with the usage of the word "nigger". I think the amount of weight that word is given, and how sheepishly it is avoided is fucking retarded. Nigger is just a word, the same way guns are just guns. Whenever i hear the word "nigger" censured in a live-show/movie i cringe.
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